| Monday, September 27th, 2004 |
| 7:41 pm |
I'm making a comeback. Come partake in the newly released version of me. I rule. No really, I do. |
| 12:34 pm |
So like I totally didn't go to work today. I haven't shaved my underarms for a few days. Is this weird? I really don't care I don't feel the need to impress anyone I'm sure I will take care of it today. My roommates are talking about a trip to Portland. I want to go. I am supposed to start my new job next week. I have been nauseated every single morning this last week and I have no clue why. |
| Saturday, September 25th, 2004 |
| 5:03 pm |
I am sad to leave LA and this morning after loading up all my boxes onto the truck when I shut the door to my apartment and we drove down Santa Monica Blvd. back to the 101 South I realized living there wasn't a waste of my time at all. This is my last week at Lifetime I am having dinner with Michael this week as well. Sort of odd but we will see what his motives are for getting back in touch with me after all these years. |
| Tuesday, September 21st, 2004 |
| 12:51 am |
My Uncle left his wife. It's hard to process. They've been together since I was a little kid. They went to college together. I was the flower girl at their wedding. I'm not supposed to know yet. I don't know why I am so weird about it, but my family is extremely close. Especially my moms side. They epitomized what I wanted in a marriage and now it's just gone. I totally cannot sleep and I admit I cried when I found out. Well actually not when I found out but now I just had this emotional breakdown of all the things that have happened this last month. I wish I could fall asleep and not think about it but I can't. I will be exhausted tomorrow I can already tell. Thank god I have the rest of the week off though. |
| Monday, September 20th, 2004 |
| 9:32 am |
Erica and I have an addiction to photobooth. Last night she picked me up and bought me drinks and for some reason it was the highlight of my entire weekend.
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| Sunday, September 19th, 2004 |
| 4:31 pm |
I am pretty much done with packing. I ran out of tape though. It's ok since some things I am still using and can't really pack up. My apartment looks like such a mess. I am sorting clothes and trying to figure out what I really want to keep and what I can part with. I am getting rid of my desk. I'll probably just leave it out front and I'm sure someone will take it if not Good Will is up the street. I got rid of a ton of shoes. I still have like twenty pairs that I don't even wear half of them. Mostly tennis shoes. I never wear those. I will never get rid of them though either. I only work monday and tuesday this week and I am loving that. Luckily since I got most of my stuff done today I can enjoy my days off. Thursday I'll probably come back to LA and finish the last of it. Michael is giving me a key wednesday evening. I can start moving my clothes to his apartment by thursday/friday along with my computer which he is going to make work for me again. Thank god he knows all about computers. |
| 1:32 am |
Muse was amazing. I don't get why they played so early but whatever. I am sunburnt like majorly and I am in pain. Luckily my face didn't get as much sun as my arms. My forearms however look like second degree burns it's so weird. I'm not quite sure how that happened. I have this most awesome farmers tan as well. I rolled my sleeves up since it was soooo hot so after my shoulders it's pure white. We drank three soco hurricanes and I'm not so sure that was wise in the heat. We had a really great time. Matt got me a room for the weekend at a Marriott near his apartment so I wouldn't have to worry about driving back to LA or worry about sleeping somewhere. He said I can get a room there anytime I like on the weekends which is nice to know for in the future. I stayed there friday and that was fine but tonight I just couldn't fall asleep. I watched Mean Girls on pay-per-view and I started thinking too much because it's what I do. I like to replay things in my head over and over to find some sort of meaning. I got anxious and packed my stuff and decided to come back to LA tonight. I want to get everything ready for the big move next saturday. I am short handed with helpers and I'm a little worried. I think we can manage though. As long as I can get someone capable of driving the truck because I do not trust myself with a task such as that. I have a hard enough time driving my own damn car. I keep getting missed calls from an unknown number and I am not sure who it is since they won't leave a message. It's bothering me. We ended up leaving the event semi early because we were both so worn out from too much sun and we went to the block got some coffee and bought some CD's. I got the new faint and I'm not so sure if I like it. I still feel somewhat sick and hope that it passes soon. I am glad I have a place to stay for a little while. Huntington Beach is where I shall be. I'm not the biggest fan of the city but it's a place to sleep and keep my clothes and stuff until I figure out where I want to live and who I am going to live with. My friend Michael is hardly home so this will workout just great. On weekends he said I can have anyone over as long as they're up for drinking. |
| Friday, September 17th, 2004 |
| 12:44 pm |
I am going to Inland Invasion with an old high school friend Matt. He gave me two more tickets to give to any of my friends. Anyone want to go? It's free. |
| Thursday, September 16th, 2004 |
| 4:46 pm |
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| Wednesday, September 15th, 2004 |
| 12:23 pm |
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| Tuesday, September 14th, 2004 |
| 8:41 pm |
tonight matt is coming up to go get drinks with me and i am showing him the hollywood hipster scene. i don't know we may just end up at burgundy room listening to old rock and metal because well that's what we like to do. maybe we'll go to los feliz and toilet paper mr. danzigs house. i have this insane craving for del taco but am too lazy to get in my car and drive there even though it's like less than a mile away. maybe it's cause i'm NOT smoking. god damn it! not to mention the awesome period that i am having now. i love my life it's soooooo great. i hate complaining but well i am entitled to it every so often. i need new music i am getting bored but i just cannot justify spending the money now...or can i? Current Music: refused |
| 2:58 pm |
i need a place to live. i have called on a couple places and one guy called me back and i am sorry but his voice is the most incredible voice i have ever heard and i don't think i could live with someone like that because i would make him talk to me constantly and never want him to stop. or press my ear up against his door just waiting for the moment he would speak. no j/k i wouldn't be that extreme. ok fine maybe i would. ok anyway moving on... tonight i might be stuck heading to orange county to view them. meet me for tea anyone? |
| Monday, September 13th, 2004 |
| 5:20 pm |
i need to remember to buy tickets to iron and wine this week. does anyone want to go with me? |
| 4:24 pm |
so i said i would post on this from now on and use the other lj for my writings and such. everyone is getting married or making babies and that's just so weird. maybe i'll be following the masses soon myself. jk jk i have been careless though and i need to wisen up about my actions. although my mother mentioned grandchildren at dinner. she asked if i wanted kids because she really wants grandchildren. thanks mom for the added pressure. like i really need children now. i think not. she said that she could wait like five years. oh awesome. my friend is asking his girlfriend to marry him this week. the ring is beautiful and i don't know it's weird but he seems so happy. oh and certain issues i am having, joanna made it all better. matthew left for brooklyn today. i am sad we did not hang out while he was here. he did try but i didn't get to his calls right away. i am a flakey flakey person. i called my dad today, it's his birthday. i want to go see him soon. i don't know if i want to stay at his house though but i kind of want to go camping around his area. hopefully i can recruit another or a few others to tagalong. |
| Sunday, September 12th, 2004 |
| 4:23 pm |
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| Wednesday, May 19th, 2004 |
| 10:05 am |
last night vanessa had the jaguar so she picked me up and we went over to hollywood and highland so she could do her thing at sephora and i could take back a pair of jeans i had bought and get another pair of black pants. i ended up getting a smaller size in jeans. i have such issues with jeans. i could have gotten a smaller size in black pants but not quite there yet. i hold on to my size 2 pair though and one day i will be back in them. i can't complain now though, i guess. i could be so much worse than i am. i really need to stop worrying about this silly nonsense. we took photo booth pics last night i wish we had scanned them so i could post them. i don't know how or what we were doing but they're still cute. oh and i still haven't washed my hair. |
| Tuesday, May 18th, 2004 |
| 12:42 pm |
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| 10:00 am |
it's really scary to read old lj entries and realize how stupid you sound sometimes. my god. i'd like to blame it on age but i'm not sure if i can. i sound like the worlds biggest hopeless romantic/stoner/drunk, and i only talk about nonsense. not exactly what i was going for. i feel like a watermelon today. my lime green t-shirt and yellow undershirt along with the pink bra make for quite the outfit. i haven't washed my hair since saturday either. for some reason though i think it's actually a good thing. i have a feeling the longer it gets the lazier i will become with styling it. i'm glad i went darker with the color. i am sure one day i'll go back to the blonde but the darker seems fitting for now. work today will not be fun. i have forty-something champagne bottles to finish wrapping and i just hope i can get through them all with the time i am alloted. my boss is stressing out over the party at Spago's but i'm sure it will all come together and be just fine. i get a half day on friday and i get paid. i'm looking forward to it. |
| Monday, May 17th, 2004 |
| 9:32 am |
i'm having dinner with my brother tonight. i'm a little nervous for some reason but i think it's perfectly normal to feel what i feel. i'm excited nonetheless. it's like meeting someone for the first time but there's still something that binds you. he's family. i know i will like him no matter what, i just hope that we get along. i actually cared how i looked this morning. yesterday at yuka's birthday was a blast. i think bbq sundays should become a routine thing. i am sad i missed out on the bonfire though. i need some major pampering on my feet. they are so dry and ugly. i am getting those old women feet. my mom said it's because of my shoes. thanks shoes. really cool move to make my feet not so pretty. pumice stone, you don't stand a chance. this is a job for a sander (sp?). |
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